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2010-11-05T16:15:00.007+08:00

DA JIE birthday tmr. gonna celebrate with her at midnight =) hope she will love this surprise WHAHAHAHAHAH

2010-11-05T16:15:00.005+08:00

DA JIE birthday tmr. gonna celebrate with her at midnight =) hope she will love this surprise WHAHAHAHAHAH

2010-11-04T21:49:00.003+08:00

It's been years that i did not edit my blog things. and been months nvr post things in my blog. been busy working, studying and shopping for kor kor wedding. Brother going to marry soon in 10 more days. finally can cal her da sao le and sooner or later i will have niece or nephew in few years time. I believe. hahas. going JB with brother this sat, last min plan again. =) after last trip to bangkok i haven't go oversea for so long. I really feel like leave singapore for jus one day i also happy.

by the way, finally she got her new partner. =) i hope he will treat her well and nvr make her sad anymore. =) all the best sweetie. I will try my best to meet up with u soon after all my tight schedule over. Hope u read this post. But i think u will be busy dating so no time to read this. HAHAHA

anyway i did not manage my time well, i keep on drag the day to meet her. up till now i still can't find a time to meet her at all. I hope she dun pin too much hope on me for being with her back and jus treat her like the past. truthfully speaking, I'm afraid to meet her, I really scare I don't know what should i say to her. But no matter what when all my tight schedule settle, I will try to meet her at least once. I really hope that i can arrange my time properly. I will try my best to arrange my time.

I rmb past few month i post something in my fb, someone reply it. and when i read that post, i did tears about it. But seriously i really give up all the hopes that i have. I rather not to have u anymore. I know I might need the care and listening ear from someone. But i believe u are not the one that i waiting for anymore. I know neither am i the one anymore. So ya, live happily from now on.

forth week of school, no need to change class everyday anymore but this class quite alot of smart kids, and very competitive. They are stressing me up as usual. but i always feel very fortunate to have a few of nice and good friend to help me up. they really willing to help me. I really feel so grateful. And I appreciate all their help and care. =) thanks alot. and they always willing to hear my complain and spare me a listening ear. HAHAS. ya thanks alot to all my guy and girl friends.. <3<3

my bf always give me all the care and concern, which i don't know how to appreciate it sometime. but now I want to tel you that from now on i will appreciate it. And cherish every minutes and every second of being with u. I shall not complain about him anymore. hahas. I hope i can change myself. shall not be stubborn anymore

2010-09-23T01:05:00.003+08:00

been busy recently. wake up use com, work, acc friend, then reach home use com, watch drama and slp. fuck lo. been three day nvr slp well. i dunnoe is i been affected by things or i just dun use to erjie bed. force me to slp her room coz mummy slping her room to on aircon. finally today i can go back to my own room hope i can slp well. i'm super tired.

today is my third day of working. like that new working environment. =D working as receptionist at golf range. hahas. super lots of things to learn. still trying to adapt to their working style. but kind of stress when they tel me lost money u have to pay them back. stress like hell. but this is a way to learn to be responsible. =)

pay wise is good, food cheap, transport also cheap, everything best arhs. =D friendly auntie, manager, customer, coach of course coach too. hahas. :D

watch this with jiefu ytd. his company have free ticket

nice movie, but i just find that story like IPman

2010-09-11T03:44:00.001+08:00

Yawn. Tiring day!! Went clubbing with dar and his friend last night. Sibei lousy drinker le. Keep feel like slping after abit of that drink. I think most likely I'm too tired plus the stupid cough and flu make me even worst. Clubbing for like 3 hrs. I really can't stand it le. So find ah Hua with dar then cab home. Clubbing is seriously not my life. Love the bass but dun love dancing at all so no point come club with them. But no choice jus wanna stick with bf like always. He always my good boyfriend plus good friend :) his smile and his care make my heart melt. Although sometime he tend to forget my thing and I will get so irritated after all he still a nice bf. Seriously cannot complain le.

Today early in the morning dad wake me up with his drill. Thanks ar. Holiday also dun wan let me rest longer. Nice father:) but anyway it's over nth I can do. He jus a weird dad. Thinking so differently from other ppl. Although I always disrespect him, but I will still concern him in other way. Wat he like I will buy it for him. So stop complaining that I'm a stupid daughter.

Today watch channel 8 show it's abt marriage thing. I was keep thinking if I could married with a guy who able to organize outdoor wedding lunch at beach I will tel him I love him sibei alot. I always wish to have this type of wedding. I hate traditional wedding. Wan me to go for traditional wedding I would rather not to married. Hope someone will fulfill my wish. But sometime I think marriage is a waste of time thing. Why must married? Jus to make sure the partner is always urs? Or just to make a promise to one another. But I find it stupid. Married le divorce then one party will sure sad, if gt child even worst. Child affected. Must as well jus be bgr like for the lifetime. Not happy break. Then find. Dun have then jus be alone lahs.

I know so many people married so early, I always feel like asking them why must they do that. I know lahs accident do happen. But do u think this marriage will work for long term? And u can't even afford to like support urself. And parent do have to help u and the child. But wat for burdens ur parent again. Hais teenage now a days do not have brain. They dun think. Their brain jus like can't work anymore. Join gang is cool but I think is stupid. Jus a nonsense things. What for u need a gang? Show off.?!?! What for u need to smoke? They dun even bother to use brain what for smoke? Stress?!? Crazy! Smoking also jus wan to show off and be cool! But all this are stupid! U should always think what for u give birth in this world. What kind of person ur parent want u to be!?! I dun think they wan a smoker child, a ahbeng or ah lian child. All the people should start to know how to think.

Jus random topic. I jus can't stand so many things happening in recent years. Parent getting more protective now a days. When we are young parent Tend to scold us or even beat us. Now parent not allow to do it. Like crazy right. Jus can't stand it

2010-09-05T02:21:00.002+08:00

finally chalet and my family BBQ is over. i shall wait for chalet photo to be uploaded by yang friend then steal those photo and also waiting for bro to give us the family photo. bro tempt me to buy DSLR. idiot.! chalet i was having quite alot of fun. although i nvr get to eat much food but i think those food are nice. had so much crap with all his friend. and so many clique of friend make me feel so lost. hahas. but luckily wan ting came and acc me. and i learn to cook beef without much marinate needed. wow yummy yummy. thanks to darrel. he is the chef of the day. teaching me how to cook nice food. So cool since young i already know saw him before until recently years then i know he is dar friend. hahas. he just leave behind my block only. okay back to chalet. dar and his didi both drunk after game. so i have to help them take care of their friend. so doing alot of cleaning too and see them play game. they are scary. they drink liquor like nobody business one. see them drink and play. i can laugh non-stop le lahs. most funny person i think is yong xiang. he drunk till he can laugh until like mad one. =.= dunnoe what to say him. horrible. took the same cab back home with him and darrel. he arhs keep making sooo much noise that i feel like killing ppl lahs. keep talk and talk non-stop. my god! anyway wan ting i really love girls talk with u! shiok shiok sia.! sry for the mistake i have made in the past. =( u are always my friend. =)

back to today family BBQ. back home at around 6.30 from chalet. mummy ask me shower and go market with her to buy things. so i went there with her till 8. finally back home slp. shag shag shag. wake up around 2 plus. stress like hell. keep doing all the things myself. finally one by one mama back follow by erjie and my bro than my dad. so my bro was crazy abt bbq that he leave hus early to get things done by buying the rest of the stuff and bring kopi for a swim at sea. after that er jie and me follow my jiefu car to the pit. hahas. so excited and get the best pit of all. hahas. i need to do this bbq again this coming oct again. for my bro birthday. =.= kind of fast arhs him. so fast wan me to book those things. crazy bro. i think all of us have lots of fun arhs. food almost finish. and i try out so many new things. next time i wanna make other things more special =D alright shall go rest already.

i always know that i'm a substitute of them. but i just insist to cling and hangout with u. coz i really wish that u could change ur mine and u are the one that i been looking for. in fact, u are not the one. u still choose others rather than me. all i can say is that its okay. i think i could find a better one. i'm still searching for a right person that always there for me. even up to today. i still couldn't find it. from the very start of secondary sch life, i found one! and i lose her. and i couldn't find anyone will be like her anymore. even if i get back her, i still wondering will we be like in the past? I know my good buddy! i really need a good girlfriend.! i will try my best to find a nice and caring girlfriend. I hope lahs.

2010-09-01T03:10:00.002+08:00

finally done with two module revision. feel so damn exhausted. Finally i realize that science is nvr easy for me to study. I think i should have take engineering. i prefer formula please. Today is teacher's day. How terrible am i that i forget that i wanted to go back secondary school. OH FUCK. nvm. i shall go back some other time. think study and preparing my bbq things is more impt to me now.

just receive the email from sci department that i eligible to go for attachment. But i was kind of sad and shock when i see the venue and the working time. 8.45 start work at jurong island. its terrible. I dun think i able to reach there soo early. if overslept take cab i think i will be broke. I dun mind i didn't get pay for this 4 week, as i really wish to get some experience from those research company. but the venue must be somewhere that is nearer or what. forget shall not think abt it.

anyway cousin intro me a job too. good pay working hours was good also. office hour only. and got OT hours. which was good to me. as i need money. but im afraid my PP report unable to finish it. So eventually i hesitate for that job. WTF am i doing. I feel like killing myself with all this shyt. What a busy life i have.

actually i planning to get my boy a iphone 4. i dun mind paying for him for that $200 shyt. but he really dislike iphone i dunnoe why. so no choice i shall buy him porter bag.=) and save up money for DSLR. hahas. yes is a must for me to do this two. my aim is to save at least $600 for him. but seriously speaking i feel like shopping. very long nvr buy clothes to pamper myself. hais. when will i get to see the money.

i miss hanson soo badly nowadays. he dun wish to come back to tpy anymore. =( nvm i shall stay over at bishan more often. =) being pamper by my sis and jiefu. =)

2010-08-27T01:06:00.003+08:00

I actually let her come back to my life again. I really hope i able to treat her as nice as last time. It might be hard for me to forget the past but i hope time will allow me to forgive everything abt her. I think she really change alot arhs. now i totally dun care abt any things, all i care is how to make use of every mins every sec. FACEBOOK will not occupy my life. So i decided either to work or go out with friend or spend time with my dog and family or of cause not forgetting my bf. Ya that is my life. If u find that I'm too boring by all means fuck off. It's my life. It's up to u whether u wan to be my friend and understand me if not jus fuck off and leave my life. I'm not like clubbing or chiongster. I prefer to be like stay at home or spend my money on those things that are much worth it. I dun find the point to drink and make urself drunk and vomit like hell. All i wish that u die sooner or get liver and brain damage. What for waste the money by alcohol which u know its harmful to ur body if drinking too much. So must as well use the money buy things that are good for ur health. LALALA. this is what i wan to tel my bf too. accept who i am, stop complaining. I'm like this. It nvr easy for me to change. So just accept it.

2010-08-19T22:10:00.001+08:00

Seriously can't wait for finish ut3. Simply jus in need of money!!!! So pathetic jus got my pay 9 day work pay at expo which is like 600 plus, think I have use up all the money. Where the fuck I spend I also have no idea. Arghh. Gonna chionging work le. simply in need of money rawr. Bro wedding coming wanted pay for my own dress. Hopefully I could find
Something nice. I wasn't excited at all yet. all I know that I gonna sit at VIP table to acc grandma. Like a weird only. Last time still got friend acc me. Now I left with all those relative to acc me. See them also sian.

Upcoming program: the foo family chalet. (still thinking should I ask any of friend or I think I will organize another chalet jus my friend and dar friend soon) and my Ang family BBQ ( beach for kopi to swim his fav) :)

Sometime I dun understand why they like to criticize on my current classmate. I dun think they are like weirdo at all and they are like smart ass and nice people lahs. So please if u dislike them jus keep it to urself. They are nice and they like to do whatever thing also none of ur business jus let it be okay. I wish I won't hear Tat again before I verge my anger.

2010-07-24T02:47:00.001+08:00

In life, when we gain something, we might lose something else. So no matter how u cherish the thing one day it will be gone for sure. As long as u did cherish it before, u will nvr regret it.

It simply hard for me to find a person to complain to and console me when I was like super down. Last time, when I was super down I will just look for a person, but now if I'm down I think the only things I can do is just keep it inside my heart. If I really unable to control it just burst it out. Just like water tap.

Sry I always nvr realize Tat I rely on u so much!!! Until one fine day, I losing u as a friend, I finally realize Tat u are the only person tat understand me and able to talk to. Anyway U are my best friend always :)
All the best!!!!!

2010-07-10T18:51:00.001+08:00

Yahooo!!! Finally can go prawning. It's been 1 year I didn't go prawning. I hope I will enjoy myself alot!!! I wan eat prawn and oyster badly :D

2010-07-09T16:38:00.001+08:00

Posting new post by iPhone lol. Soo damn tired. Keep having red eye and swollen eye when I stay at da Jie hus. Irritating eye! Always give me prob de. Birthday coming. I wasn't as excited as in the past. Maybe coz there isn't any surprise from bf. Coz I know wat u gonna do and buy for me. And some more my birthday is jus in between of two ut. Kns. Where got mood to enjoy. Hais

2010-06-03T01:17:00.002+08:00

recently chionging fair. I had alot of fun and gossiping, nagging, complaining about work whenever i see nasty customer. hahas. I had learn to be more independent than the past. I learn to had lunch myself without asking ppl to acc me. Learn to communicate with customer. wow. that was like extremely fun. but working at expo will really make me broke. as now its having sales, i keep buying things. hahas finally got myself 2 FBT shirt. one sleeveless and normal shirt for running and home clothes. hahas. bed liner and many more that is cheap. hahas. but its worth buying arhs. having food fair is killing me arhs. it make me buy at least 3 bowl of shark fin soup everyday. what de hell. i'm nuts. but nvm once in a time. do always rmb this i can do eat proper meal soup is always that impt in my life. =] hahas. darling no longer working with me at expo le. so after work went down to look for him finish work. I'm always that nice to this company i dunnoe why. i willing to help them work long hours. and always being a free labour for them. hahas. I'm seriously in love with this job. not coz of working with bf. but its working with nice colleague and i able to learn more things and time flies faster than at taka. hahas (Y) next week not working going timbre with girls hahas. i shall make myself drunk again to scare them ^^ anyway i hope alfred can send me to suntec to work. then can meet jie jie for lunch =)

2010-05-25T13:50:00.002+08:00

meeting my ITE mates is the best things of all. although the time we spend together was short. but i really miss the feeling being with u guys talking crap with u guys. time flies we know each other for 2 years le. hahas. i love u guys man. not forgetting my poly classmate too. manage to make quite a few good friend. hope they can always be my close friend. now i'm lacking is a long lasting friendship which i still finding. hahas. i shall stop now. lazy to study le that why write blog. hahas. shall play fb awhile then study my last problem. haha. good luck to myself

2010-05-25T13:40:00.002+08:00

today skip lesson coz early in the morning go bank settle my money issue. kuku de. dun wan mention about it. i will be emo. shall talk happy things. dar actually planning my bdae now. OMG. he wanted to bring me flyer to eat nice dinner. what de hell. he this mad bf. luckily i change my mind if not i think he will be crazy paying the fucking bill. i rather he buy me nice nice branded things if bring me to somewhere else to eat. crazy bf. hahas omg. recently i was sooo crazy about polariod instant camera. fuck i feel like buying it. how should i buy? buy or dun buy? i shall think wisely.

2010-05-24T10:14:00.002+08:00

after soo long finally blog so many things to do recently. always busy with studies, working and of coz spending time with family. shall talk about recent things instead. sat went to shermin chalet. but before that we went to orchard to get present. bought myself harvanas sandal. grey colour think will get myself another black slipper soon again. then buy shermin things. wow. amazingly we manage to buy all her fav things. hahas. then went to pasir ris to make her birthday msg for her. so nice. i love the bunny card. how i wish i could receive a eeyore card. hahas. hopefully my darling knw how to draw arhs. after tat we take charter bus to chalet. hahas. so happy to see her. we had our talk too. oh one more thing. my hanson injured herself. its my fault i shouldn't have open his box at sofa he knock onto the table edge and he was screaming pain. oh fuck. my heart just melt and heart pain. tot nth happen but in the at night he was screaming again when jie jie carry him. i think he really in pain. worry worry. so sun we actually whole day looking at him. just to look after him. =] hope he could get well soon by this few day.

2010-05-05T23:47:00.002+08:00

oh goosh. tmr gonna go seng kang to stay overnight. think it won't be suffering day for me. coz fri no sch. no matter how kopi bully me also nvm. then sat morning gonna rush home to put my bags all those then rush to work. hahas. yes can't wait to work. do u know how tempted am i whenever i see luggage and customer. i always have the urge to promote to them but too bad i wasn't in a proper attire. so no choice all i can do is seat at a side see boyfriend serve customer. I'm in love with my job.! monday went to look for boyfriend after sch at vivo. but he keep telling me half and hour more okay. then i will leave then all i can say is okay. so until i can't stand it almost wanted to cry coz i just feel too bored and i cannot go shopping centre i will start buying clothes. rawr. so i force dar to knock off and had dinner with me. so we had dian xiao er. dar treat me. its sooo nice lahs. shall upload photo soon. if i got time. then went back to luggage there to see. and in the end he serve customer again. but its i force him to serve this couple de. hahas. in the end cause me to go home late and rush for homework. rawr. tues and today after sch jiu go home lo. very very tired. but i still slp late. dunnoe what wrong with myself.

2010-05-03T00:42:00.002+08:00

I'm really tired of all those things le. I can say i feel sad and angry coz of small things. But i'm trying hard to forget about it. but it seem like it will make me remember this forever. I will never forget how u treat me! I WILL NVR NVR FORGET IT! HOW U HURT ME AND GOT ME SOO PISS OFF.! if u really wan to bad mouth about me please go ahead i have no feeling with it. it doesn't matter to me anymore. NO MORE tears no more feeling! I PROMISE! I finally know who am I to u. u are no longer in my heart anymore. NO MORE. I will just carry on my life and i believe I can find better one.

2010-05-01T01:34:00.002+08:00

today went out with boyfriend. went to bank settle my bank book. then went to tpy de Popeye. then went to buy myself sharkfin soup. then we faster rush to orchard. went to isetan to find japan lady boss. my fav auntie.! and bought sponge cake for jie jie. nice nice. =] after that went to lucky plaza to buy snack as dar is addicted to tat indonesia cracker. then went to taka return clothes. then procced on to cine to watch IP man 2. actually wan to go suntec with dar. but we decided not to coz too rush meeting his elder sis 7 plus so we went back to tpy. had a nice chat with the whole family. like first time lahs. see them chit chat and joke around. then went back home lo. today should i say is my broke day.? i bought for dar a cardholder cum wallet braun buffel de. and two revoltage button shirt. wow tat was expensive but not as expensive as what darling buy for me kate spade bag arhs. so i have settle my 2year anniversary present. Stop complaining and love me more.! hahas.

2010-04-26T10:09:00.002+08:00

I'm satisfied with my life now. I dunnoe why. maybe everyday got things to do. no need stay at home anyhow think of things and got something to do. not study jiu work. not work jiu study. Isn't tat good? hahas. i dunnoe why i need to work. maybe just wanna earn some money to buy for boyfriend things. hahas. must pampered my bf also. as he always pampered me so much. 17 more days to go. then its our 2year. soo fast. i can't wait for tat day to come. but dun too happy first now gonna worry abt my PP things. fuck RP. give us such a short time. how am i going to think of things to do. stress and nervous. shall update soon. ^^

seriously i dun like the way u do.
please lahs. if u love that person use ur heart to love okay.
dun make use and hurt that person.
The feeling is sucks.

2010-04-25T01:05:00.002+08:00

i have drop one of the module le. too stress le plus dun understand. so drop will be the best solution. i got one day off which is friday. not bad arhs. hahas. everyday busy with things. study study study. girlfriend girlfriend girlfriend. and also my sweetie bf. where got time to slack abit. shag.

dar was transfer out of suntec to white sand while me working with vith and another guy. okay lahs. quite slack but there always busy time. and i enjoy alot here. i dunnoe why. maybe here got more freedom arhs. going to work for this three days den start study. i think i will not work on fri le. very tiring de. lots of complain as usual but not more than working at taka definitely.

2010-04-19T00:47:00.002+08:00

my weekend ended. i shall say thursday wasn't good day for me. start of the sch still okay. but when i start up my com things keep happen. my com keep hanging for no reason. dunnoe issit too many things to install my com just can't take it. go home still give my com so much love. but seem like useless. so no choice. thursday class can be easy if my com nvr give me problem.

and friday i can seriously say its not my day. forget to bring ipod usb cable. nvm com start break down when i reach class. and freak it. its year 3 module and i need to do sooo much research and u break down. oh freak. went to helpdesk to get it reformat. as vista is not good. and i got window 7 le. having difficulty the whole day can't find anything to research so no choice use handphone safari all the way. G.G handphone batt use till more than half gone. hais. after sch charge awhile went to timbre at substation with my darling girl friend. then went to suntec find dar. i'm drunk that day. oh mine. thanks to that apple martini. u make me drink sooo fast and make me order one more beer. make me drink so much. i'm so retard that day. and that day i got my job too. working at dar company. selling luggage. lol. but not bad lahs. the pay.

sat went to da jie hus to see hanson den went to town with erjie to get her iphone. after that shopping day for her again. went soo many place. and she got herself so many things. and she even got a same brand of iphone cover. hahas. guess what i bought for 29 and she bought for 16 dollars. and its same brand. but she get black for me. and i giving her mine. hahas. i got black cover like finally. after tat went to da jie hus for mini steamboat. den went back home.

today first day of work. terrible my boyfriend tekkan me. wan me to work 13hrs. oh my. actually is i wan work de lahs. can earn extra money mahs. hahas. sold quite alot today. but i sold all cheap cheap de. omg. but i think its really cool. although i keep question yang they all alot. but i think that is one way to learn arhs. that why after tat i can do lots of things. i love this job really soo much. i think taka job is stupid. no customer. not much sales.. waste of time. but selling luggage is different things. the ppl are okay. willing to spend their money. no matter how much. next week dunnoe work where sia. tiring.

2010-04-14T02:18:00.003+08:00

went out whole day today. went back to taka to submit punch card. went to rose shop first. it was like wat a mess. harry anyhow place the things so my lao mao bing fan le. help them arrange nicely help them dig those keychain to put at the shelves. omg. i know i not wearing uniform but i just can't stand it. hahas. went to hr. the two colleague coming back taka to work sat and sun as they could not find any temp at the moment. so shiok but i just dun wanna come back work. i wan work cashier. especially work with food department ppl. hahas. after that went to loccitane to get stuff. and i think i spend 300 over at there. helping sis buy things of coz my things too. my things cost 100 plus lo. hahas. dunnoe why i willingly to spend so much this month. went to suntec to have lunch with da jie den walk around myself at there then find dar. wait for him finish work. well i wasn't very patient at all. wait for 3 hrs still okay. but after 3hrs i was nagging at him scolding and cursing at that fucking new temp staff. as he went to break for fucking long that make dar delay and work extra hour at there. ass lo. i doubt he able to work at there anymore lahs. how i wish they can employ me. =( hoping so much that dar help me ask for job. i really need a job.

last week went to crystal jade de.

my orders

my pathetic tips for them. ^^

what i got for myself.
facial wash, eye serum, hand cream and lip balm.
hahas. which cost me 200 over. i think but luckily sis paying for facial wash.

new water bottle. 1lites. i think i will be paiseh to bring this to sch.
but nvm i need alot of water.

new and old bottles.

2010-04-12T01:13:00.002+08:00

i had a box of royce chocolate on fri. its from food department ppl. i really thanks them they always pampered me sooo much. even if i eat at the counter they just open one eye close one eye. i do what everthings they also not that worry lahs. hahas. what a nice nama chocolate i'm so addicted to it but jiefu snatch with me that box of chocolate le. he bought home my nama chocolate. =( had an awesome day pass two day although its tiring but i think its worth it gathering with family and had a jog with sis early in the morning. i seriously need my rest after monday. finally stop working le. guess i will miss harry and yin most and some ppl from other department. especially the japan boss. =] i shall go down taka whenever i'm free since i still quite worry the new staff unable to remember all the products detail.

oh ya. timetable is out. i'm super piss with my schedule as i dun have my own class for this sem. i have to change 4 class. and i think i will have difficulty to cope with friends and studies. stress. i wan to work but i'm afraid i can't cope with the stress. aiyo. i miss W15A ppl. RAWR!!!!

why am i always get so frustrated with u!! always do things that make me unhappy. but ur little silly action make me smile and brighten up my days. hais. u really make me headache and angry lahs. wondering should i love u more or hate u more.! i always wonder how long can we be tgt? will someone or some problem break us up?. just wondering. how i wish i can predict future. !

2010-04-09T00:18:00.003+08:00

amazingly. huili within 24hrs watch 2 movie. clash of the titan and how to train the dragon. i should say clash of the titan still so so only coz i have watch percy jackson & the olympians. it look similar to me. nothing much interest me. i prefer how to train the dragon. that dragon really very cute. make my heart melt lahs. and also make me cry. oh sweetheart. before we watch how to train the dragon, we went to bishan crystal jade. i shall say disappointing this dun have that dun have must as well u close ur shop. can't u make it? does it take time? what de fuck lo. in the end we try to be sarcastic give 4 5cent tips for them fuck their service man. so sucks.

2010-04-03T22:54:00.002+08:00

i finally got my iphone hahas. its white colour. nice nice. and got a cover shall upload photo about my phone soon. ^^ hahas. i have change number too sooo cool

2010-04-01T01:53:00.002+08:00

很久以前，我有一群的好朋友。可是因为我的幼子的行为让我失去很多朋友。一旦我懂事的时候，我终于知道怎么分辨哪些朋友只得叫。可是我又失去她了。因为她选择另一条路。在这时候，我又和另一个朋友变得很要好。但是我知道我一定会在失去这个朋友的。但是我还是坚持这段友情几年了。我和我的家人还把她当成一家人看待。可是时间一天一天的过我们也渐渐疏远了。也很难回到过去有说有笑的时候了。难道要拥有一个好朋友有这么难吗？我真的很羡慕男朋友和他的朋友的感情。这么多年了，他们还是有说有笑的，说起废话来真的是笑的我吐子疼。可能上天会让我找到更要好的朋友的。真希望奇迹会出现，我不想在失去我的第三个好朋友一旦她出现了。

2010-04-01T01:24:00.003+08:00

today should i say is a shag day for me? maybe. probably? hahas. coz slp late plus mummy and daddy noise G.G i can't even slp arhs. went to work customer wasn't much but alot of things to do. keep packing those stupid cardboard. as that stupid ass guy keep mess up lahs. fuck lahs. i like new maid lahs. always make it neat and tidy and clean and they all make it messy again. WTF. omg. den those japan boss keep come down to see the shop stress.! today sold 22 merlion thumbdrive best record of all. hahas. and i can be rose umbrella girl. lol. always have to open alot of umbrella to ensure its working. lol. after work went to bugis again. meet boyfriend and vith go home tgt. hahas. vith was working with yang and ting and me working together so cool right. but i always never wait for ting to finish work to go home tgt. as taka square end tooo late arhs. but i miss taka square. =( i feel like working as a cashier girl again. i shall make sure judy allow me to work as a cashier when i'm back to taka again. no more rose shop. lol. but i will miss harry and yin alot. they are best ppl of all. hahas. especially harry. hahas. always let me bully. hahas. =X yeah tmr i shall buy that hello kitty butter cookies. i dun care! hopefully that girl sell me. =S dar gonna spend his off day alone tmr. HAHA. dun miss me too much arhs.

sry recently took alot of picture but i'm not going to blog it or put in fb coz lazy. i think the next time i post picture will be start sch? i think sooo. i miss my W15A classmate.

and also RUSSELL CHAN enjoy urself at Paris okay.
hope to see u online if possible.
come back i will buy u a gift. as i have promise u last year if i got a job i will buy it for sure.
takecare, my dear friend =]

2010-03-31T01:10:00.002+08:00

got my kate spade bag le. cool cool cool. i wonder when should i take home? when should i use it. during wat occasion den use. hahas. i think i will be very stress of using it. sooo ex. heart pain man. stupid dumb boyfriend buy soo ex things for me think he will be broke for this month again. =[ when can i get my iphone. sis keep changing her stupid mind lahs. say weekdays now i need to wait till weekend. hais. i shall go shopping with her this sat den can get my phone. i shall not wait for 4g out if not it gonna be few more mnth. i shall not think so much just buy and dun bother about it. hahas. i buying another long champ bag which colour should i get this time. red? black? blue? pink? still thinking hard.

2010-03-28T02:14:00.002+08:00

sian sian sian. still haven't got my phone. =( today wake up too late le. after prepare and everything, er jie and me reach orchard around 2 plus. and we went to few shops only and we stuck for 3 hrs. me and er jie went to pretty fit to see shoe and she bought me one brown shoe. =] actually we going to taka singtel to see my iphone de. all thanks to the long queue so we decide to walk to somerset singtel shop and also look for da jie and jiefu. in the end we are stuck in neu look for i think 1 hr. da jie bought for me 2 shoe again. hahas. sorry too bad u guys can't share with me shoe. hahas. and jie jie they all got themselves some clothes. and i got a bag for free coz they sign a member lol. nvm arhs. also not bad arhs. i can't stand singaporean. they just can't be patient and they are such ignorance lahs. idiot lo keep pester dajie for the membership card. coz she wan discount. pls lahs. if u wan it just be a member lahs. keep pester and pester asshole _l_ it. idiot. if can't afford just dun buy clothes arhs. tmd. dun let me see u again. surely say u again. troublemaker. so after tat rush to face shop as da jie buying things and we went to singtel shop. hais long queue again. so gt no choice but to buy other day as we rushing to tpy to fetch mummy to yck had dinner. hais. so damn disappointed. hope can get it done asap. i wan a phone badly. i should say i wan a phone got more outgoing call. my bill is so damn ex every month. oh fuck. i getting another new bag soon boyfriend got the kate spade bag. omg. i wonder will i use it. hahas

2010-03-27T02:26:00.002+08:00

finally got my first pay but i dunnoe how much i got it nvm. like i care as long as got money can le. hahas. i getting my phone tmr if nothing go wrong. yeah. iphone i can't wait to get u. lols. hopefully this phone with last with me this 2 years if not die le. sure kana scolding from sis they all. changing number too, i guess. i'm unhappy with my working environment. not coz of the senior but is all the colleague that i have. hais. how am i going to survive another 15 more days. siian. i'm seriously miss my ex colleague. hope to see them more often. today had a enjoyable meal with all my sibling. its er jie birthday. tmr gonna eat seafood le. its mummy birthday. =]

sian boyfriend dun allow me to go his workplace to work. hais. i wan extra income during my school days. hais hais. gonna pester him to allow me to work.

2010-03-24T00:13:00.003+08:00

today was not a good day for me. super piss off with tat guy its been continuous 3 days make me sooo piss off. say about him will make me mad man. after work went around town to look for two present for mummy and er jie and some stuff for myself. and see what should i buy for boyfriend. hahas. can't wait for our 2 years. =] i have some plan in my head for ur present. but its secret hahas. i feel tat i'm independent le. i can walk around myself shop things myself. of coz arhs. went from taka to wisma then to john little to ps and parklane and wiki. wow. incredible. i went so many place in such a short time and meet boyfriend for dinner. i think after i work at taka i change alot even my mind sap. no bad. can't wait for 7 april -8 april timbre and ecp outing with boyfriend. hahas. i wan eat nice food and drink =] i like the environment just tat, tat day too tired nvr enjoy much.

sometime i just dun understand nowadays what ppl thinking.
being sooo bustard, bitchy and lazy.
WTF wrong with human arhs.
dun they feel that they are doing wrong things.
i just can't stand the way they thinking and doing.
just brainless and making use of ppl only. fuck it man.
i just hope this type of person will disappear from the earth.

2010-03-18T13:02:00.002+08:00

ytd went to dar hus to cook dinner for him and also for ting and vith. its making me crazy lahs. unfamiliar things and somemore his brother really spoil my mood lahs. while i cooking he keep comment this and that. when i finish cooking one dish he just take and eat without permission. WTF. eat finish also never say anything. make me soo piss off lahs. yang also dun help me still argue with me other things. fuck. i swear i will never cook at his hus. i rather cook at home. sis will not comment much about what i cook and also won't behave like them. FUCK lahs. while we eating dinner there goes another person spoil my fucking mood. which is his younger sister. i would rather she take a bowl and sit down and eat just grab a spoon and eat all the dishes. still give that fucking look. u so clever u cook lahs. CB. i think i can't stand his sibling lahs. all like the same de. take things without permission de. sian of this lahs. fuck fuck fuck. oh goosh how am i going to tolerate this.

2010-03-15T01:30:00.003+08:00

hais. bad mood ytd. maybe not enough slp as working full shift and plus hungry. super frustrated and get so piss with small matter. hais. what a bad 22nd mnth anniversary with him. hais. dunnoe what to say.
today leh. feel so tired working morning shift and things keep bothering me yet i did not show it out. put on a fake smile whole day long until everything is settle. but at night, when meet them drink. as its lewis birthday, it really make me feel so down again. i feel sooo left out. even though he just right at my side yet i just feel that he like not there and he always just dun care me. i seriously hate being with him when his brother around. i feel so alone after awhile and i just feel like leaving alone that is why i rather slp rather than listen to their crap. although is bad to do that, but its like nothing to do and talk what. fuck it. =( hais. u just dun understand what are the impt things that i wan from u. and i dun think u bother to think. tolerate what u doing and pretend nothing is going on to make myself happy. i think that is the only solution i left.

2010-03-12T00:22:00.002+08:00

finally got time to write blog le. recently went out with dar or with his friend to play lan. hahas. addicted to it. although it make me giddy after a few round but i still okay with it. coz its kind of fun arhs. hahas. today meet shermin to cityhall. i'm late again. horrible me. then went to funan to repair her fujitsu lappy. anyway actually i suppose to repair as my lappy bent. but like i care. hahas. spoil buy new one lo. hahas. ^^ anyway its such a stupid thing she need to come back other day as they have to bring the spare parts. sad case. went to IT show after that. she buy her things and i buy my things again. hahas. bought 2 hardisk seagate de from russell, 1 thumbdrive 8gb, 2 earpiece for myself and dar. finally got one earpiece better de. won't drop so easily le. although its ex but its worth it. the bass super good. duh its sonicgear leh. hahas ^^ really feel like buying the bass thingy. omg. i think i will be broke if i buy everything is nvr enough for me to buy everything.

baby is sweet to me today. surprisingly hahas. but i love it.! although we do always quarrel with things i believe its the way we communicate arhs. can't wait for 2 more mth and 1 days. its our 2nd year anniversary. hahas. unbelievable. huili can last with a boyfriend for sooo long. oh goosh. i think i change alot le arhs. but hope can last longer.

2010-03-02T00:49:00.002+08:00

been soo tired recently that i did not attend any friend celebration. sorry to bin quan and nicole girlfriend. i really that tired until i feel so lazy and sick of going out. i need plenty of rest and of coz time for myself. i been busy working den meet bf at suntec and den there goes my days. i just feel that i dun have much time for myself at all. all my time like been used up for bf and work. the only time i can do my things just that freaking 1 or 2 hrs. so damn bloody short. i feel so exhausted lahs. can someone save me. i shall not talk much things about my work. coz i will get piss of coz of that freaking guy. just dun come near me man. if not i gonna smack u already. its so scary when someone keep following u walking round and round the stall and keep close to me. fuck man. dunnoe what wrong with him too desperate for girl friend keep attack all the girl lahs. for wat u need to know whether they are attached or single. is none of ur business. oh my please someone just replace him i really sick of working with him he just can't stop all his nuisance.

2010-02-25T01:30:00.002+08:00

i shall blog something before i slp. back from chalet. having alot of fun with my classmate. and i was love listening to guys talk seriously. they are funny and i learn alot of things from them. hahas. but i dun feel that this chalet go on smoothly. as there were a few problem happening on first day. it just her fault and everyone blaming us. fcuk. nvm arhs. i have complain alot le and thanks my dearest boyfriend for sparing his ear for me to complain. hahas. anyway we had our mahjong session and big 2 session on the second day. hahas. we play something damn cool lahs. teaching one of the malay friend to play mahjong so we decided t open all the tiles and play normally. teaching him how to see 1-9 in chinese. and he learn it by taking the picture of the tiles to rmb it. lol. after teaching him we had a few round of real mahjong game with him and he won a few rounds. what de fuck. soo pro right. hahas. smart brother. okay shall end it man. chalet was bored. but i love gathering with my sweetie friend. no matter what i will try to spare time for u guys next outing kks.

shall talk about my working environment. it was really very bad. had a colleague talk non-stop make me so piss lahs. wanna rest brain also can't keep talk those stupid stuff that i really dun wish to know. as i'm not interested about it lahs. just wish to have peace time for next few days. if not i gonna be crazy. still thinking should i go request for cashier? coz food dept ppl ask me to stay at this rose shop. but seriously i dun like. its super bored. the time pass so slowly. but luckily beside my stall is auntie. can talk to me. and i just can't stop my mouth eating their snack. hahas. and the food and snack is super nice. indonesia food is nice. it was my first time eating their food and snack. wow. like a shiok only. hahas. i shall go slp now. update myself tmr or so. =]

2010-02-19T10:26:00.002+08:00

today off. lols. like shiok arhs work one day off one day. lols. anyway i kinda hate this job i mean this stupid rose shop. stupid things i seriously feel like request for cashier job. i dun like to slack. i prefer to make myself busy whole day long. hais. =( ytd after work went to ion to get a simple shoe for work. and i gt it within 10mins without thinking much. hahas. after that meet dar at tpy for dinner. rawr he make me angry again. he promise me to reach tpy before 7.30. will leave workplace immediately. but he bluff me. he make me wait for him for soo long at tpy. make me feel like slping instead. my leg is super pain. hais i miss taka fair seriously. =( i miss my taka clique. =( went dar hus play mahjong with his sister and her bf. lol i lose money lahs. we both lose $9 plus plus. den dar wanna win back money by playing blackjack and he won back $6. lols. in within few mins. hahas.

i don't know am i doing something right?
but all i know is that i wanna do all this just to keep u at my side
am i being too selfish?
will u hate me instead of love me?
i have no idea what am i trying to do.

2010-02-18T00:58:00.002+08:00

recently i wasn't in a good mood actually of coz is because of him maybe is i think too much and being too sensitive and cause of my jealousy make it worst arhs. but i think its okay now. it might cause by the long period of time didn't see each other. die arhs. we like cannot leave apart like tat. everyday must at least chat if not i will sure angry like hell. hmmm. today went to bishan for movie and lunch. i bought myself a logitech mouse. cool. got dog print on top. after movie went back home coz dar got a surprise. he bought for me a bag. jansport de. but too ah beng le. dun think suit me arhs. and a puma polo tee which i been asking him for soo long coz i wan polo tee. addicted to polo tee again. hahas. not long later ting and vith come yang hus for mahjong session. didn't win or lose much i guess. got the best news of all. tmr working lo. hahas. no longer slacking at home le. i can finally work at taka. quite nervous. tat why i couldn't slp now. hahas. silly me

2010-02-13T10:56:00.002+08:00

super emo since ytd midnight. there something keep bothering me. but i dunnoe what exactly is that thing? jealous or angry? hais i also dunnoe might be both. oh fuck thanks for that fucking mood lahs. hais. WTF. what should i do sia. CB

2010-02-13T01:48:00.002+08:00

fnally i got time to post things le. finally exam is over. and i had filled up taka form for my second time in less than 6 months. hopefully got my job. no job i think i really wan to go far east to find retail job die also must find one. after everything done mac and evelyn acc me to taka bakerzin to buy dar a cake for his birthday. den went to ion to give him surprise actually not surprise lahs. i also ask him before what he wan le mahs. so hahahas. i dun think he cares. after acc raymond to smoke finish den we went to havaianas shop to buy slipper as i promise him that i will buy for him for valentine gift. after that went back to tpy as his family member waiting. sad to say his sis bought him a cake too. hais. so eventually my cake become like useless and extra. hais. i feel like crying actually but i can't even say anything. the buffet was great. anyway i had alot of fun with them. i think the fear i have are gone. i think so arhs. yang boon and lewis then came to yang hus and they had their mahjong session. me and yanni bf coach yang boon how to play lahs. zzz hahas. but i can't rmb some of the rule. haha. mahjong is not my life. hahas. around 10 plus. dar send me till blk 9 den they go club. all i have is fear, hais. i dun wish him to go. i dun like him to go. but he will still go de. hais. hopefully he will listen to me, if not he will get it from me man. went back home pack my room. my room is simply just so neat now. hahas. =]

2010-02-12T00:33:00.002+08:00

busy recently. didn't slp much everyday. den everyday stay at sch till late late. wahs. my panda eye getting worst. my room not pack. wat de fuck.. anyway exam over soon. tmr last day. and its also my baby boy birthday. hahas. still thinking what to buy for him. hahas. Havanas for our valentine is what i gonna buy. next is his birthday. either that headphone that was sooo cool or crumpler. hahas. =] i dunnoe why am i so excited over his birthday sia. i can't slp or do anything i feel so high. lalalala

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEETIE BOYFRIEND.
AND ALSO HAPPY 21ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY IN ADVANCE.
AND ALSO HAPPY VALENTINE DAY IN ADVANCE TOO.
SWEETIE BOYFRIEND GONNA ENJOY TMR. HAHAS.
I LOVE YOU LOTS. U ARE MY ALL.

2010-02-07T01:46:00.003+08:00

ytd is my last day of sch. we having lots of fun with my classmate. had alot of photoshot with them ytd. will upload in my facebook soon. They are those sweetie friend that nvr disappoint me. they always being loved by me. we are just like one family. they are more like my close friend than my classmate. The feeling that we had can never compare at all. they are so impt to me now. without them, there will no laughter and no more jokes and of coz no more fail. hahas. =] i shall post all the fail photo soon.

2010-02-07T01:36:00.002+08:00

struggling with my UT especially chem for past few days. wahs stress arhs. wan die le. what should i get for my sweetie boyfriend? wanted to buy him fred perry things yet he dun wan sian. maybe just go down to town myself to buy. hahas. i can't wait to buy for him things anyway he really a lovely boyfriend. he actually wanted to buy for me crumpler but i insist no and ytd he email me to ask me see katespade things he wanna buy for me for 2year anniversary. like kind of fast right. hahas. he always tat crazy. but i still love him. But sry for keep giving u attitude recently get too irritated easily. coz not enough slp get irritated to easily. but i think he won't angry arhs. hahas

2010-02-04T14:18:00.000+08:00

MY UT3 schedule. sucks.!!!!

11 8/2/2010 (Mon) A201 Understanding Test 3

Venue: W15L
Time: 11:00
(chemistry)

12 9/2/2010 (Tue) G102 Understanding Test 3

Venue: W47L
Time: 11:00
(cognitive)

13 10/2/2010 (Wed) A114 Understanding Test 3

Venue: W24M
Time: 11:00
(Math)

14 11/2/2010 (Thu) A222 Understanding Test 3

Venue: W16E
Time: 11:00
(bio)

15 12/2/2010 (Fri) A207 Understanding Test 3

Venue: W26C
Time: 11:00
(physic)

2010-02-02T22:19:00.003+08:00

hahas. was late to meet them today. so we went to amk. but sad to say they both keep suan me and keep complain me. army boy and slacking didi. always like tat de. its hard to withdraw money at amk. either too many ppl at the atm machine, if not is that the atm machine spoil suay lahs. after thinking awhile we decided to go back to tpy to makan. didi and kor kor share money treat me eat ichiban. yeah. my first time going there makan. i quite enjoy lahs. full of crap and laughter. i miss it. how i wish i could meet them more often. hahas. went to their house downstair to see bond bond. finally he grown up hahas. so long nvr see him. he is more fit than last time too bad no more long hair. but still sweet and cute lahs. chat with didi for very long i think around 45 mins den leave there to meet dar for i think 3 to 5 mins. As he was with vith going to meet raymond to go pub. so no choice but to say hi and bye to him and i went home myself. such an lonely day. BUT its okay. KORKOR AND DIDI BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY SOOO MUCH.

3 more days to go.
and we will no longer in the same class anymore.
hais. i gonna miss this feeling. i just can't bear to leave them.
they are my sweetie brothers and girlfriend.
they just rocks my life up and down man.
they seem to be more like my close friend lahs.
sharing our live to each other.
They are always loved by me.
can't wait for our class chalet.

2010-02-02T17:38:00.002+08:00

yeah today meeting my two most impt ppl. hahas. its my two god brother!!!! hahas. its didi and kor kor. so happy lahs. they are loved by me! lols. i miss them too much le lahs. sooo long nvr see them. they like mia in my life for sooo long and suddenly they talk to me. hahas. 10 days to bf birthday, 11 days to our 21 months anniversary, 12 days to go to valentine day and CNY. cool man. hahas. haven't decide wat to buy for bf. but i think i just give him belated birthday present. saving up money. i need money badly. iphone, crumpler and of coz bf present and my bank. i owe bank money. wahs. why everything need money. fuck.

i can't be bother with the things around me man
i getting sick of those things fuck off lahs

2010-01-27T00:51:00.003+08:00

today such an tiring day again. but luckily my team mate brighten up my day. yeah. Ksquare!!!! he just talk crap again and again. i just miss grouping with him. he always the one who always make me understand. using simple term arhs. hahas. ^^ ytd had my dinner with russell. he treat me eat sushi. yeah yeah. i just miss eating sakae sushi buffet. hahas. russell thanks for the meal =]

2010-01-25T11:25:00.002+08:00

my weekend was kind of bored arhs. saturday slp whole day and watch show. that all den sun slightly better arhs. meet boyfriend for mac breakfast and den slack at home den went to bishan to look for hanson. he went to dajie hus to stay for one night. jie start complaining tat hanson got alot of problem. lols. serve her right man. she wan to snatch my hanson away and tat is the consequences arhs.. hahas. ^^ had a wonderful dinner at jie jie hus. but the soup is too salty. lol. and watch "bodyguard and assassin". kind of confusing as there is a lot of chim chim chinese words make me feel so lost. i just like the last part anyway. lol.

today is a tiring day. didn't slp much ytd. shyt man. i understand today lesson but dunnoe how to talk arhs. lols. today meeting russell for early dinner. hahas. surely going to gossip and talk cock again. hahas.

2010-01-22T23:33:00.002+08:00

not another day. I really wish to say it to them i have a boyfriend. yet the pressure they give me, make me hesitate again and again. I'm really tired of lying to them anymore. why can't i change the boyfriend that i wan? why must they think until so far. i'm tired of it lahs. just let me choose my life and my boyfriend. i dun need to have a rich boyfriend, i dun need to have a boyfriend with lots of certificate, i dun need to have a boyfriend background to be like rich and educated. As what for. why can't we just be together without caring all this bull shyt. Can u guys just stop everything. I just wan my own freedom. I wish to intro my only boyfriend to everyone. U guys are driving me mad. Even if i choose wrong also my own choice. As this is what i choose, anything happen is my own problem. there is nothing u guys can do. hais. i'm seriously tired of u guys.!!!

2010-01-18T13:47:00.006+08:00

today skip sch again. but got reason again. coz headache. think haven't fully recover bahs. will get well soon i think? watch eps 12 le. gonna wait for another week again. i'm so crazy about this show le. gonna rest soon later den wake up start study for UT3. two more weeks of study jiu exam le. which means that CNY coming and also mean that dar birthday coming, valentine days coming, my 21th month anniversary coming. omg so many things going on. mad le lahs. dun think sooo far first. think what other things else first now still broke broke. can't think about things yet. fuck i really need a job arhs.

海派甜心片頭曲-愛瘋頭(羅志祥)

楊丞琳 Rainie Yang - 雨爱 Yu Ai 完整版(海派甜心片尾曲)

Show Luo & Rainie Yang In Your Eyes MV

楊丞琳 Rainie Yang - 匿名的好友完整版(海派甜心插曲)

Ai Bu Dan Xing 爱不单行

生理时钟(海派甜心插曲)TV Version-羅志祥

so cute

2010-01-17T12:57:00.002+08:00

oh my god. i fall sick le. hais. it was super serious sick man. i just can't even stand straight coz my back is aching. having bad flu, fever, headache, sore throat. so terrible. i think coz i nvr slp much for pass few days. watching show until i dun wan to slp and need to wake up early next day. but i'm happy that i watch finish "hi my sweetheart" now waiting patiently for next eps. sooo suddenly like luo zhi xiang soo much arhs. maybe coz of that show arhs. hahas. anyway i shall stop here le. tired and back aching le.

2010-01-13T00:59:00.001+08:00

fuck. i dunnoe what wrong with my facebook acc. fucked!!!! can't even go to my home page. for this two days. cb!

2010-01-12T14:59:00.001+08:00

tiring day. i dunno why just feel like slping and slping. had my afternoon nap at sch. shiok! had 1 hr slp. but classroom was soooo cold. i can't stand it lahs. ass.sian arhs. soooo tired.

2010-01-12T00:35:00.003+08:00

yah. finally got time to post things. been wishing friends happy birthday since fri. fri is mei wei birthday. Sat is kelvin kor birthday. Den sun is yong xiang birthday. today all the people getting result. i'm feel nervous for my two friend. dunnoe why. my classmate saying me crazy. like true arhs. their result also not mine. what for i so worry. lol. today had module selection talk. waste of time plus dunnoe what module to choose. i got 4 choice:

Option 1: Biotechnology
A321	Proteomics
A322	Genomics
A332	Structural Biology
A382	Industrial and Food Biotechnology

Option 2: Biopharmaceutical Technology
A361	Bioprocess Technology
A362	Product and Process Development / GMP Biomanufacturing I
A363	Product and Process Development / GMP Biomanufacturing II
A364	Analytical Instrumentation

Option 3: Biotechnology Enterprise
A345	Biomaterials
A382	Industrial and Food Biotechnology
A383	Biotech Management and Marketing
A384	Bioprospecting and Innovation

Option 4: Food and Nutrition
A103	Anatomy and Physiology
A235	Psychology
A337	Nutrition
A349	Food Science

option 4 most likely is a no way for me. the rest still not too sure. after sch went down to ps to meet baby. haha. we had billy bomber is dar treat. ^^ and surprisingly he remember something that i almost forget. our 20th month anniversary is on this wed. and he remember it. omg. hahas. good news. i got myself a nice hot pink earpiece for ipod today. and baby wan to copy me and he bought himself a purple earpiece for his ipod. after that went to bike shop to check for price to sell his bike. oh fuck i like fino so much. they are hot man. RAWR. after that went to meet wan ting for a while den went dar hus rest lo. tiring day. slping soundly and occupy his whole bed so shiok.! den home sweet home. what a wonderful day. ^^

u are always sweet to me!
how can i complain so much.
i shall not to complain so much.
and always be a nice and sweet girl to u too. =]

2010-01-07T23:54:00.002+08:00

yes UT 2 is over everything over. can relax le.. hahas. but will still continue to work hard for my chem and bio. i will nvr give up of it. even how badly i have done. i will still find my way out to get myself pass. i totally give up of cognitive. rawr. i can nvr ans the question. forget it. work hard for other subject man. my aim 3.0 gpa for this term. hahas. good job man today math was easy but i think i will lose 7 marks. for that stupid problem 6 question. fuck lahs.

2010-01-05T14:26:00.002+08:00

shyt today bio exam. soooo not confident die die die. i think gonna fail my second UT hais. today second day of sch wasn't good. in a quiet team den i also dunnoe how to ask them. so actually decide to hack care them and do worksheet myself. with the help of other classmate. and manage to understand it. hahas. ^^ after lunch KO slp PPT of coz i not going to help to do. all i can give is content and ideas tat all. den do my own stuff. anyway its a good work arhs. gonna start reading through bio now.

so missed my baby boy.
waiting patiently till fri to meet him.

2010-01-04T23:47:00.002+08:00

first day of sch. i overslept. in my lala land. all i can rmb is tat i keep telling myself is a holiday when er jie wake me up and i say today no sch its holiday. wat de hell. den when i think back i think i'm wrong. so i rush to shower and quickly leave hus. was simply just too tired. but after awhile of slp after 2nd break i feel soooo energetic and awake. leave sch and meet dar. had early dinner at uno western food at lor 5 den went home had my afternoon nap den wake up study. saw his sis and brother in law. feel so guilty for not attending. but luckily they nvr say anything. today kind of suay and tired day. dar knock me with his stupid elbow and his fucking leg twice. one my head and one my nose. wahs super pain. he will get it from me soon on friday. i will let him break his bone again. hahas. =)

2010-01-03T21:01:00.002+08:00

yawn. so stress up and tiring. studying bio but dunnoe it go in my brain. lols. hais i'm seriously miss my bf so much. its been days nvr seen him. my poor by today must be tired. gonna wait patiently for his msg and cal. i should have gone for that wedding dinner with him. and i won't be rotting at home. nvm arhs. he video man surely kana ps de so nvr follow also good lahs. i miss boyfriend sooooo much. =( tmr start sch le. i feel so lazy and tiring lahs. no idea why. but jus dun feel like going back to sch. but i miss my classmate. been busy recently went out with sister they all to buy furniture all those. next week or so my hus going to paint hus wat de fuck. my things not pack yet so lazy. yawn. sad to say i still haven't say abt my r/s. hais. i failed to say again. coz my sis keep hinting me alot of things make me dun feel like saying anything. hais. anyway i dun wanna care lahs. kana caught or wat den say also can. so just go on with my wonderful life with my lovely boyfriend. =]

2009-12-31T16:12:00.002+08:00

sibei demoralise by the chem UT result. CB. i dunnoe how am i going to study to pull up my result lahs. fuck. physic not so confident also can score better than chem fuck fuck fuck. die le lahs. i shall work hard to achieve best result. no more slacking in class anymore. i will try nt to play facebook to much shall control. study study study. rawr!!

2009-12-30T16:19:00.003+08:00

finally back to update myself. hahas. not going to upload photo today. super lazy. rotting at home to study for my UT. hahas, so guai right. that is me man. i'm always tat guai de. hahas. meet dar on monday to repair his fucking bike. one more mnth to go and he will sell the bike. after everything is done actually wanna go bin quan hus de in the end tooo tired so rest at dar hus awhile den go home le. almost got caught by jie jie while on the way home. she was waiting for the lift and i was at the carpark. zzz luckily i saw i did notice the person arhs. if not i sure die. hahas. rest at home not long later went out with jiefu and jie jie to look at their bishan hus again. sooo nice okay. how i wish i own the flat. hahas. den went to jalan bersah to buy things and i had my lunch and dinner there. wat de hell. eat the famous laksa le. after one hour of walk walk and talk talk. i had my dinner fishball noodle. wtf. luckily jiefu share with me if not i die. hahas. so there goes my day. studying again.

den tues even worst nvr went out until night dar meet me for dinner after his lesson tat was 9 plus. went to lor 8 market to have dinner. den slowly walk home with him. i like the feeling walking home with him always feel so lovely. hahas.

today went to dar hus to study. hahas i finish one problem de practice question. not bad arhs. hahas. dar going to be camera man on this sun. his sis wedding not bad arhs. but too bad i not attending coz i know i will be left alone so i decided to stay at home. not only tat reason i just feel weird to attend the wedding coz i also dunnoe anyone. so must as well dun attend. i think i need more time to know his relative arhs. hahas. went home after everything is done. phew almost got caught by my sis again today. hais. i think i better let them know this asap. before anything happen. no matter they agree anot i still will be with my boyfriend coz his my everything. no one can stop me from being with him. =]

2009-12-27T02:41:00.002+08:00

finally open my 3 christmas present from 3 sister. hahas. i think i loved those things arhs. i think only arhs. hmmm early in the morning went to dar hus. coz he wan me to acc him to collect his bike. so i have to reach his hus at 8. and i just slp immediately when i see his bed. hahas. feel so weird. arhs. his bro and his gf also inside the room. and i feel so weird and i couldn't slp at all even i'm tired but after awhile of dar sayang i manage to slp and slp until very soundly dar take a long time to wake me up. when i wake up i keep complain this and tat. RAWR. acc him to amk industrial to collect bike before that we went for lunch at there den take bike. sad. his bike look so different. all the parts are broken. i miss his old bike. now change everything like super weird. become so fat. i like fino. oh fuck. but i can't allow him to ride that if we really wan to be tgt i have to force him to sell away his bike. if not my mum will angry. hais. i think i will bike de. hais. nvm arhs. shall not think so much about bike. after everything done went back home le. i have my afternoon nap. so shiok. i did nt slp much recently le lahs. tat why i feel so tired and lazy sian.

i feel so confuse and irritated.
i have no idea what i wan at all.
i'm seriously tired of everything.
hope things will be better next few days.

2009-12-25T10:45:00.010+08:00

wow. GG arhs. i nvr really slp dao. slp at 4 wake up at 8. gone case arhs. hahas. thanks for the morning cal from mum wake me up. lols. use facebook again. omfg i receive a msg from david pang? like wat de hell. he still got my number seh. i tot he hate me max till delete it lo. shocking msg. anyway like i care? hahas. wondering what is going on today? so lazy to go out and so lazy to move about lahs. i shall blog about ytd event. ytd around 8 plus den reach dar house. den wait for his father to cook dinner for us den we went out. i feel so bad. i did not help dar father to buy veg. in the end he buy himself. omg. after dinner jiu leave hus meet the rest den slack at mos burger awhile as the guys need to makan. den go raymond' gf workplace de pub. hahas. glad to see her arhs. we got a big place reserved for us. den we order two bottle of martell. hahas. den dar another group of friend come ( their clubbing friend ). scary all of them drink like nobody business arhs. den before 12 they all playing with popping and the stupid so call bomb. hahas. i drink so much lahs. RAWR. but glad to say i can drink alot le. i was abit blurr le after drinking i think 10 or more cups. hahas. dar even worst. before we leave there. dar being force to drink 1 cup of pure martel. but he ask them for discount so he actually drink just 1/4 cup but he vomit straight after tat. horrible. i think the shop really hate dar arhs. vomit the whole place. hahas.

meeting with jas and ang-ang

ang-ang

random

stonning

random photo again

jas

hardworking side of me

my art piece

jas and ang-ang

me and jas

group photo

stiff photo of us

we love our bf.

this is for ang-ang blog

other photo will upload tonight. or so on.

2009-12-25T02:52:00.000+08:00

hi everyone. merry christmas. i had my so call best christmas with alot of people. shall upload photo soon. maybe tmr. but some with raymond girlfriend camera. if i got it will upload all. hahas. i shall slp soon coz i'm super blurr now. drink too much arhs. but manage to come home do everything before slp. hahas. ^^ anyway guys enjoy ur day. miss u guys much. ^^

2009-12-22T02:23:00.003+08:00

my schedule are so packed lahs. back from bro hus on sun jiu meet dar as he miss me soo much not i miss him okay. lols. and i think he rot at home too long le. thanks to that accident cause u to have backache arhs. anyway sun spend whole day doing my own stuff playing facebook. dar also. influence by me. that was so boring and we rot at home whole day. den today leh. something special. went out le. like finally. went to sunshine plaza at bugis to get dar assignment done. coz he need to print menu. WTF lahs. just print with matt paper and with that wired thingy it cost him $28. 7 pages only lo. after tat we walk to ps to watch "AVATAR". its a best movie. i watch till my tears keep rolling from my eye. and kana say by my dumb bf. RAWR. i think he like the movie too. after movie walk to orchard central. and we was super stunned coz that shopping mall is weird. so we decide to go somerset 313. its much better. but super alot of people okay. and i'm so happy. i shopping again. went to cotton on and buy 3 things. oh fuck broke broke broke. after that had dinner at tpy lor 5 den went dar hus he watch 2012. after that go home. can't meet dar le. gonna wait till he free. starting work tmr sian.

Item 1

Item 2

Item 3
from blogshop.

cotton on.

Meet me halfway - black eyed peas

bad romance - lady gaga

automatic - tokio hotel

2009-12-14T23:54:00.002+08:00

go sch late. coz of my fucking eyes swollen. like not again arhs. dunnoe wat happen again. after not long receive cal from dar that he discharge from hospital around 11 plus. i start to relief le. thanks to u arhs make me worries. the fucker hit his back and his back abit slant like that. i think the impact was super big lahs. luckily he bring the bag pac that i bought for him with full of books and one big ring file. if not die le lahs. but he told me he fly off the sky that was scary. =S i dun care no more bike for u. is a must for u to sell it or wat. i hate ur bike. or abandon him man. i dun mind travel by bus or mrt i really dun mind i rather choose to take those than i can slp on the bus and mrt. should i say i'm lucky? those doubt i have for chemistry, i clear it during cog lesson and all the question is out. hahas. most of them are right. think maybe a few mistake? hahas. hope so. hahas. after sch went back to find dar. he making me worries. but he say something make me scare. she was there. and have to eat dinner with her. den no choice lo. we went to lor 5 to makan and talk cock while waiting for food, den go thomson and queenway ikea to shop until 11 plus den reach home. i'm super stone now. i feel like slping super lazy to shower. i shall rest awhile at my table den shower. =] standard arhs. but my back is aching. i dunnoe why.

you make me happy.
you make me sad.
you make me moody.
you make me worries.
you make me tears for nothing.
But no matter what you do to me,
I only have 8 letters, 3 words and 1 meaning to tell you.
I LOVE YOU.
dun leave me all alone.
i need u badly. =(

2009-12-13T23:39:00.002+08:00

oh fuck. it fucking affecting me lahs. i can't concentrate on my work. i keep thinking about him. today such a unlucky day oh fuck. dar meet an accident. cal him he jut say a few words den he say will cal me back later. i already told him to take bus today le. during afternoon, but he insist to ride bike. i should insist and force him to take bus den this will not happen. fuck lahs. super moody dun feel like go sch for exam and attend lesson. fuck fuck fuck fuck. RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-12T13:51:00.002+08:00

finally physics is over. stress like hell ytd. not because i dunnoe anything is peer pressure. because i gonna explain and teach so many ppl physics practice question. it make me kinda stress. and plus not enough slp. had my red bull again. for two continuous days. but i think yellow is much more nicer than the new one. hahas. lols. ^^ what should i say about UT leh. can be done better jus no time and consider too much factos in the i think 12 marks gone. sian. fuck sia. after sch leppa with the girls at koufu. den went to bishan to meet up with da jie and jie fu. buy da sao present. her birthday coming. its tmr and tmr also my 19th month anniversary. yeah yeah. but not meeting dar as i need to study for exam. hahas. went to da jie new house like finally arhs. keep comment this and that. they like can't tahan me lahs.and we actually stay at there for 2 hours plus. there is no furniture yet and we talk cock for so long. hahas. ^^ went home do some hmwk and play game till i fall asleep. yeah yeah meet dar today for lunch actually wanted to meet him early in the morning. but i sleeping like pig like tat. so did not manage to find him. so meet him for lunch instead. gonna start study lo. this monday its my chem exam. and its gonna be my holiday. no job tat mean stay at home study and play game watch movie. hahas. i got alot of show to watch. hahas.

2009-12-08T20:48:00.002+08:00

lalalalala~~~~~~ so hyper now. although today is tiring day coz its physic but i got all my concept clear le. as after sch consult faci for help and he help me understand everything le. hahas. so happy. So after sch went to dar hus. so damn messy. coz he paint his house. he do his things while i do my own things. revision for UT and also doing practice question. ^^ i know my math result le. congrats myself i got an A (27/31) fucking nice lahs. first time got so good grade. hahas so happy so happy. ^^ i jumping here and there and ran to boyfriend and jump and hug him lahs. hahas. too happy le.tonight no need to slp le. but sad to say 4 marks i dunnoe where i lose it. its missing but i can't find my mistake at all. nvm lahs. dun care. lalalalallalalalala

2009-12-06T15:58:00.016+08:00

bored like wat de hell. ytd busy like hell. shower hanson, do housework and of coz scold all the family member who are lazy and dumb. hahas. no choice arhs. i hate to do housework if i do housework i will like lion. keep scold ppl like hell. hahas. ^^ today gonna start study le. but i can feel the laziness again. my brain so call freeze can't think. sian. today nvr meet dar again. so miss him lahs. idiot. i should have overcome my fear and meet him lahs. jus see her only mahs. nth to scare of. hais. nvm i think can meet him some other day arhs. rawr. i shall update photo.

cog faci and the girls

girls day

classmate.

our head is breaking

class

evelyn and me

fiza(balcan), evelyn, me and zixin

evelyn, me and zixin

after lab

girls

this is ksquare. keling kia. hahas

this is d square. donald duck/ professor

me

china girl eye

blurr blurr. can't do it

same pattern

bully zixin

during physic lesson

after sch

jasmine, me and meiwei

jasmine

jasmine and me

formal de.

2009-12-03T15:35:00.003+08:00

huili was simply so bored today. thinking what should i do after all the things. i feel the laziness of doing everything today. ytd after everything is over. rush back home to play dar maple acc. hahas. I'm super shock to see when dar told me that he play maple on tues. but in the end like i play lahs. stuck at my lappy thinking what job should i help dar to create. i even ask all my maple friend. in the end all no reply ass lahs. so i decide to help dar create warrior. DK haha. i love it. actually wan create sin de. but too bad no money can't support him so no choice warrior. hahas. ^^ help him play till he play himself. i shall help him train till he lvl 30 den train tgt with him using my soul master. hahas. two warrior. =] i miss him badly but today i webcam with him fun fun. ^^

2009-12-01T00:33:00.002+08:00

hurray. should i say today is my happy day? hahas. probably!!!! hahas. although today someone in my class make me piss off but nvm arhs. i will rmb this. coz they are jus immature and not gentlemen. hahas. forget it. hahas. today was totally wtf day. dunnoe what is going on. but keep kana disturb by faci. keep say me. =X after lesson, nic and her friend acc me to stay at sch awhile as i meeting my two good friend. yes. like finally arhs. serious i feel good to meet them. not really left out. they did talk to me. =] meet up more arhs. i think this is a thing make me happy. after everything is done. meet my bf again. hahas. miss him soo much arhs. coz he mean sooo much to me. and one good news. i pass both my chemistry and physics UT. very nice result. B lahs. hahas. so high.^^ B okay. its a good news to me =] i super worry about it. but i did manage to get good result. i shall upload photo tmr. after they send me. and update class photo. finally save all le. hahas. tata. tired le. gonna slp. byebye

2009-11-28T16:54:00.002+08:00

baby having exam later. am i a pig? hahas. ytd 4 den slp wake up at 1? consider alot? hahas. nvm cannot let dar know that i slp so late if not he will kill me. =X hahas. dar scare me lahs. he cal me but i did not ans his cal. but after that i cal him den he keep nvr ans my cal. i'm so damn worry about him lahs. tot something happen to him. pls dun scare me again. i will die arhs. anyway er jie coming home soon le. so excited to see her. so have to stay at home. waiting for her patiently at home. =]

2009-11-28T03:06:00.003+08:00

today went to dar hus to study. he take mc today coz he not feeling well again. but when i came, he alright le. so i no need to worry about him arhs. should i say i'm super proud of my bf. he got a A for his accounting. kuku de. seem like he even much more clever than me arhs? lols. nvm i will try hard to get a A for my exam hurrs. hahas. but was really bad. study at bed was sucks. i keep fall asleep halfway. but i did manage to do some practice question. almost complete one subject. i think i'm afraid of her. when they say going to see his grandmother and she coming to tpy to fetch them. i totally stun lahs. dunnoe what should i do, i wan to say NO but there not. so i keep showing dar those sad face and he manage to understand. but he dunnoe what is the real reason arhs. i really got scare of her. =S so dar decide not to go, and we went round and round to find fullscape, as dar need it. in the end no choice gonna go popular to buy instead. and we go popular shop shop and buy some bread for dinner. and went to dar hus there de study corner to study. and i keep chiong my practice question while dar keep doing his revision for tmr exam. he always that hardworking de. i love to see him hardworking. I feel that it was a waste for dar, he should study hard in the past. i think coz of his mischievou. that why his result was bad. but nvm. as long as he work hard now, i believe he can achieve good result de.

is this phone nice? hahas.
my boy bought this. and i will buy this phone soon.
wait for me arhs phone.? lols

2009-11-28T02:51:00.003+08:00

ytd leavs sch arund 12.30 to meet wan ting. i feel so guilty to partial for bio. coz that faci is really very good. i dunnoe how should i describe about him. but i still have to go, its hard today problem and also coz i have to meet wan ting. so meet her at somerset with her two cousin tgt. we went to taka. like kind of early for me to go interview arhs. but nvm arhs. just go try try lo. if can't get job slack at home also not bad. but hope got job arhs. den i can save up money to buy things for my boy. =] after tat have mac lunch and window shopping with her and her cousin. after tat went to expo. wow hui li is independent arhs. that is wat i feel arhs. went to expo alone and it was so crowded there as there is john little sales and IT show. so i went to john little hall there to pass boyfriend my lappy. den went to expo alone. help kelvin kor buy things den went around walk walk le. hahas. finally see bro le. we always talk on the phone or msn, i think i see him 5 times only. lols. hahas. after that went around to see got my things, my bro things and jiefu things. in the end i bought their things rather than mine. find russell after everything. hahas. dun say me short and dun envy with my hair colour arhs. after tat dar came over to find me awhile to see things. but i still could not find anything. and i also see nelson. hahas. so coincidence arhs. after that went to john little sales, dar wan hush puppy polo tee, so i decided to buy for him. and 3 weird clothes. so buy lo. dar went back work. so i walk alone to find things. in the end i buy 2 towel for myself. hahas.^^ and i wait till dar knock off . so lonely today. but i still can take it. i rather to go those place alone. so i no need to keep find the partner. i just have to care about myself. haha^^ after dar knock off, we went back to tpy for supper/dinner. kind of late arhs. but nvm arhs.

bro things

jiefu de WD mini tv. cool

2009-11-26T08:46:00.004+08:00

this week i'm going to partial twice. hahas. i partial on tues coz i totally no mood to study. den went out with classmate to orchard window shopping. after tat meet bf for dinner. omg. he change his phone. fcuk. lahs. its samsung omina pro. i will buy tat give me two more months. hahas. after that went home slp and do RJ. i think my chem faci like quite like me lei. even i nvr do things playing game i still get B while other can get C. zzz. somemore he also nvr mark me partial also. weird weird weird. but i write a email to him to be fair to others too. ytd after sch having workshop. den meet dar. hahas i'm like so excited to see him everyday. today gonna partial again meeting wan ting later to interview den walk walk den i going expo. find kelvin kor and russell. and also to help jie fu buy things. hahas. after that also find my bf. he today wor at expo. so coincidence. hahas ^^ i'm simply so tired today. all thanks to tat stupid russell webcam webcam. till i slp 1 plus. sob.

wondering why every time meet u i feel so excited and hyper de. i will always wish tat u always at my side to acc me and love me. i hope this r/s will never never end. wondering why i like to argue with u sia. izzit a way we communicate with each other.? hahas. probably. anyway i like this way. in order to maintain our r/s. i miss u so much everyday do u know?? i think u must read my blog then u will know lahs. dumb ass. hahas

hahas. i think i love problem 7 grade. 3B and 2 A.
although my B got alot, but i'm satisfied.
coz i finally got my first A for physics.=]

2009-11-23T15:35:00.002+08:00

thanks kelvin for talking to me and trying to console me. and make me think real much. if really i need to have all my friend, i really need to do somethings to get back. but how am i going to do it? really must all those things to get them back? hais... not sure.. either i do it or i really have to give up. slowly think bahs.

2009-11-22T14:28:00.007+08:00

ytd whole day seem like so busy. the feeling that i have is bad ytd. dunnoe why. maybe coz erjie going oversea for 1 whole week no more ppl acc me to take bus and chase bus le and also no one to quarrel with. hais. send jie jie to airport with dajie and jiefu. i wanted to cry when she leave but i have to control. if not she will not enjoy de. hais. wait for her be back bahs. go home had our wonderful dinner with bro. eating steamboat. its so nice can. and so long nvr see bro. so miss him. but sian is that he and da sao tel me a super "good" news again. need to stay over his hus again next month. they going oversea again. freak lahs. always take advantage of me. i dun care i will pull mummy to come along with me. if not i gonna be bored like hell again. after our dinner we went to tpy entertainment to watch movie. i seriously hate their seat. so sucky.

i like this photo so cute. copy from cog worksheet.

2012 movie. its super nice

2012 is a must to watch.

next movie I want to catch is

The avatar

2009-11-21T01:30:00.002+08:00

finally free to post something in my blog le. sian arhs. i like super lazy to study each day sia. dunnoe why. meet dar on thurs and fri after sch. thurs went to doby ghaut to buy hanson food and acc dar to see see look look. after tat go lor 5 makan den go home le. then today dar come to tpy interchange to fetch me go lor 7 to see him makan den go his hus slack. he doing his stuff while i like playing game. reach home early today first time. coz dar got sch so bo bian gonna go home. went makan with jie jie and talk cock with them. hahas. RAWR. DA JIE ASK ME THAT QUESTION AGAIN. make me speechless again. zzz hais. playing weikang bs acc to fight boss was kind of cool coz kill targar boss. but it is like so hard and course him to die twice and i help him die once also. hahas. nvm its a good try arhs. its fun anyway. should i quit maple? hahas. still considering. if all maple friend quit i shall quit. and play dragonica. hahas. lols.

today i'm so bored till i go count number of days being with dar lols. 556 days le lols. can u imagine how bored am i while on the way to tpy from woodland. actually is last time keep count de den stop counting for very long period of time den today too free den count again. crazy fellow arhs me. oh ya. should i give myself a clap. coz what i predict for my cognitive result really come through arhs. D cool man. i have expected this to happen le. no choice lahs. i skip too many question le. hahas.

如果时间能停在那时候，我会珍惜和你们在一起。
我真的很怀念着那时候。
那个感觉还能找回吗?
自从我自己选择离开你们，我有想过我一定会后悔。
因为我知道我把这段友情看得比任何人还重。
but i know all of us really change alot.
what you guys like, i don't like.
what i like, you guys dun like.
it seem like we have a lot of differences rather than similarities.
可能我们不再像以前难么要好但是，不管怎样你们永远还是我的朋友。
这个我永远都不会忘记的。
因为我们大小三猪吗。 =]

2009-11-18T00:06:00.003+08:00

wow.. just a long day today. anyway i was so happy today. should i say i'm too lucky? guess wat i saw so many people today. W47B peeps and jazreel. hahas. and also my darling. after lesson slack with classmate at class gossip again. den after tat fareed acc me doby ghaut. i feel so guilty make him earn one hr less de money. and still course him to choke and sweat coz of chilli fries. omg. he is suck a mountain tortoise dunnoe where is PS and he was like huh why u come doby ghaut. i say PS he still give me tat blurr look wat de hell. hahas. reach PS still gonna wait for dar finish work. so sad dar like so fierce when i give him a surprise at workplace. but nvm arhs. i go daiso walk walk to find things for hanson. i bought him 2 clothes and 1 toy. hahas. after tat walk round and round at PS myself. so independent arhs. no choice, dar teach me de. hahas. den after dar finish work den wait for him take his bag den we go cuppage eat wantan mee. eek so not nice. but dar love it.. i dun like there so many weird girls. then i cover dar eyes dun let him see them later he drools i die arhs. hahas. after tat dar acc me to center point to mango. i trying so many clothes today. dar treat me like model arhs. keep choose and choose all those weird clothes. in the end i choose 4 clothes, but one no new piece i give up tat. sad dar dun allow me buy my fav tank top. he say i got alot le. but i just wan the black with gold word and red with gold word lahs. but he still dun allow. joker of the day. huili forget her nets pin number. was stuck at the cashier there to think of the number. in the i give up dar help me pay again. hahas. will pay him back. yeah me dar decide to buy new phone tgt samsung pro new de. hahas. we got the same taste ^^ i love u arhs for just today. lols. reach home chiong maple as ppl train me so i go do my things. yes i lvl 127 le. nice.

this my fav

opps. this is blur. but this also not bad.

this one not i like de. is dar like de. den i bo bian buy lo.

2009-11-16T14:44:00.003+08:00

finally done with my upload of picture.. it take me two days to do it... all thanks to me so addicted to maple den i dun wan maple to be lag so i just cancel upload. hahas. let me update my blog. from friday onwards.

Friday was kind of emo in the morning. ya thanks to my zixin. make me think of the past. oh goosh. ya i do miss the time. u spend the time at my hus. eating dinner tgt, watch tv tgt, slp with hanson in the room, study tgt. helping u to cut ur white hair. i always miss the memory that u left for me in the past. its kind of sweet. and i always get jealous when my parent and sibling dotes u more. but i think its normal. coz they are just like me love u and treat u as part of our family. but it is all over. jie jie they all also avoid asking me why u are not coming le. coz they know i will emo again and giving all kinds of attiude. anyway its just past. stop thinking about. its not going to be back to last time. stop thinking huili. just go on with ur life. u still got long way to go. RAWR. should i say i'm lucky?. although i didn't study for problem 4 and 5 mathematics. but i still manage to do it. and i finish all the question. i still can play cheat lahs. coz i dunnoe how to use the formula that math faci teach me. so i use short cut to do it. hahas. cool arhs. anyway i finish all the question dun ask me how i do it i also dunnoe. i still can check the ans. i'm nuts. maybe this sem math is easy. hahas. after sch slack at sch awhile with classmate. den go to expo to find my boyfriend. hahas. now den i know from woodland travel to expo is seriously far. it takes me 1hr and 10mins to reach there. wat de fuck. so long. my leg and hand aching man. went to see sports sales item. omg. i wan tat jacket. but i cannot let dar know. if not he gonna buy. after tat went to tampines to eat din tai feng. yummy yummy. nice. dar first time eating. i think he enjoy it too. rawr. actually wanna treat him all thanks to the stupid show. no nets machine. in the end dar treat me. omg. feel so bad. wanted to go mango but its too late. so went to singtel shop to see phone. aiming omina pro 2 or nokia new e72 or samsung pixon 2 or sonyericsson satio. hahas. so many phone to choose. will change number and will change phone in 5mth time. ^^

sat and sun rotting at home chiong maple. hahas. grats myself. sm lvl 30 and rushui is 126. hahas. thinking of buying meso using @cash. hahas. i gonna consider wisely. yawn 3 more weeks to ut 2. so fast. time flies.

HUILI LOVES QIYANG
just random again

2009-11-15T23:23:00.012+08:00

this the dumb kopi. slp like a pig. and i dunnoe how his head bent lahs.

mine and zhaf watch.. hahas

me and zi xin

shermin, zixin and me

dar and mine camera. hahas. Panasonic rules

hanson and me

my hui rong jie jie

da jie

mummy and da jie

er jie and da jie

mummy, dajie and me
force her to let me kiss
one girl is missing

family photo with the help of my camera stand. =]

jie jie birthday

kisses from hanson and jiefu

nice luggage.

dar almost wan to buy for me. the small small one.
our 18mnth anniversary

zi lian at din tai feng

its my dar.

my fav soup is a must to order. hot and sour soup. dar like it too

dumpling noodle

xiao long bao

fried rice with pork.

14th oct, andro and me. hahas.

2009-11-13T23:48:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 18TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY.
HAHAS. I WILL LOVE YOU MORE.
WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU.

2009-11-11T08:54:00.002+08:00

let me blog about monday things.

why am i not tat stress about chemistry? i think the UT wasn't tat hard also lahs. so anything lahs. can pass den pass lo. can't pass let it be lo. after exam went makan with classmate. let me say about the joke of the day at E1 foodcourt. order beef ramen at japanese stall. so i wait for my ramen with my friend as i ask him to wait for me. den it goes ramen is done. so i look at it. it doesn't look like my beef ramen, do not have beef at all. so i start to stare at the auntie and i ask is this my beef ramen? she said until very confident ya this ur beef ramen. i was like huh okay. my head is full of ??? lahs. coz its kind of weird. so walk back to our table and i start complaining why my beef ramen so weird. like i order seafood ramen lahs. no beef at all only crab meat. zzz den they were like laughing none stop lahs. until i eat my noodle, that auntie came. ur beef noodle no beef i help u add beef. i was like wth? and it came back my spoon is drop inside the soup and the beef is like so pathetic ahs. 3 to 4 piece nia. fuck. must as well dun sell beef lahs. zzz. went home after tat to have a early rest. i'm sick. sore throat cum cough. sia lahs.

ytd got lab. hahas kind of borng coz i do all those things before so nthing interest me. hahas. after lesson had lunch with the whole class so pathetic lahs. only i think half the class came nia. so we actually occupy 2 table at food heaven food court. hahas. not bad not bad. after tat went back class for ppt. hahas. fun fun. after lesson went back home alone. so lonely without classmate.=( but its okay seeing bf soon. meet dar go library. actually is he wan borrow book in the end he did not manage to borrow any book and i'm the one borrowing book. after tat went to HDB hub food court makan my fav food beef noodle. =] after tat went courts to buy things. den go dar hus study. force him to open a table for me to study and he say will acc me study in the end fall asleep soundly and watch tv when he awake. such a idiot bf. but not bad sia my this bf first exam grade got a B lahs. so smart of him. how should i reward him lei? if fri not going bbq den maybe celebrate my monthly anniversary with him and reward him things. hahas. say only dunnoe what to reward lahs. hahas.

2009-11-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

rawr. haing difficulty to study. not because i dun understand. but coz of the TV distract me. lols. i was studying at living room with the tv on and i study and study and play game. wat de hell. how to go in.? but think some how everything is inside my brain le lahs. worry my bio damn much. haven't do any research yet. keep concentrate on my chem and math. oh fuck. nvm lahs. tmr den start study with classmate again. hahas.

i feel like dying. its always so hard to make a decision. ya i indeed wanna meet, as i did not see them so much. but i still hesitating should i go this coming bbq. hais. gonna think and think again. i think i kind of scare being left out and feel so odd but its like i have to still meet up mahs. if not, i will not be able to see them le right. aiyo. why can't i made up my mind. isn't tat simple? why am i making it so complicated. all dar fault lahs. he always think very far now i also influence by him think soo much. rawr. shall think over again arhs.

sometime i think having a boyfriend is like more than enough in my life.
but i think is foolish, wat if dar dun wan me.
i might not have friend to spare me ears or so.
but i seem like do not worry so much at all.
i think my heart is like dun even care, just let it be maybe?
coz i always know that i got some good friend that always at my side.
am i right friends? i think i got quite alot of group of friend arhs.
but not sure are they my true friend? hahas. i shall test them arhs.
lols. just random thought again. hahas.
but i have confident with my r/s and have faith with my dar.
i think the day will nvr come. i think only lahs.
scar-ly is i change die arhs. lols. random again. lols.

2009-11-07T03:03:00.003+08:00

thurs physic paper. what should i comment lei? think should be okay? hopefully its okay arhs. lols. coz i been struggling the day before to understand the problem. thanks to my sweet classmate helping me. help me the most i should say is fareed lahs. i keep cut and copy the question in msn and ask him. no choice lahs. this idiot no study also can pass de. dunnoe what brain he have arhs. lols. after UT, had dinner with them at TRCC. hahas. i'm totally sick of there de food no more for this month. hahas. yes. i decided not to go sch tmr. hahas. i hate cognitive. although faci is generous for giving me good grade but too bad her lesson too boring see her only make mi stress nia.

today went for mac breakfast with dar. i think i'm sick of mac le. no more. i wan fishball soup for my breakfast le. after that go dar house to chit chat with classmate. hahas. arghh change to weird team man. oh shyt i surely quarrel with that fucking shichun de. if i nvr quarrel i'm not hui li le. better dun make me piss off and scold u arhs. i warn u. oh ya today can't web cam with zixin =( dunnoe what wrong with my laptop and her laptop. we both can nvr webcam at all. hais. after awhile i went back to slp. and wake up study and watch show with dar. and slp again. hahas. like pig arhs. keep study and slp study and slp. but i think i quite enjoy my life today. coz got my sweetie boyfriend. didn't slp much actually arhs. dar wake me up to go expo to acc him buy things. so no choice i have to go arhs. he just like girl sia. slow sia. and he can't decide anything at all. den i give him comment he also dun really wan to listen. grrr weird bf. anyway he got himself 2 shoe, 1 small pounch and socks. i didn't buy anything at all. zzz sad to say no more jansport bag. got to wait one more month. hais. after that went to east coast to find ITE classmate. they was super surprise by me. that stupid weijie ask me to go. in the end, he reach there late. asshole. stay there until they cut the cake den me and dar leave le. we go eat steamboat. coz dunnoe what to eat at there. so we went to geylang to makan. after dinner went dar hus to take laptop. in the end dar do housework le den send me home. it was like so damn late lahs. saw raymond and joey at dar house downstairs. seem like raymond quite enjoy his job arhs. suit him slack slack de job. hahas.there goes my day.

tmr gonna study. BIO is killing me. have to study.!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAN GUANG AND DAJIE.
MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE.
DAJIE ENJOY UR TRIP AT HK.

2009-11-04T09:08:00.002+08:00

haven't got time to upload picture. as i have no time at all. sad ytd my cog test was horrible. i actually leave out 3 blank. freak. while waiting for sis to go yishun, i ask zhaf and fareed acc me stay in sch. si we went TRCC to makan and do work talk cock. and zhaf friend join along too. hahas. was kind of fun arhs. and fareed acc me walk to mrt station as jie leave company le. ytd went to jie fu hus to stay overnight. wow. its nice okay. i love it so much. have my best dinner Teochew fish porridge. hahas. and i do practice question till halfway i fall asleep. hahas. pro seh. lols.

actually stayin at jiefu hus is good but bad things is that i will die. need to leave hus super early. walk and run to mrt station. lols. and i woodland like so damn early. 7.50 reach class. sibei early lahs. zzz omg.

i feel so bad gossip around sia. but its kind of funny. my class got 2 sclub 7 are weird. hahas. keep irritate all the classmate. irritating. RAWR.

2009-11-02T15:20:00.002+08:00

I'm struggling with my work again. no idea wat to do sia. oh ya. haven't even upload da jie birthday photo and nvr say about it. oh shyt. hahas.

okay lahs. let me say about tat day. around 5 plus da jie and jiefu came home. er jie wanna prevent her from touching the fridge. so we actually keep follow her all the way from living room to kitchen den from room to kitchen. everywhere she go there always someone there to follow her. and serve with all fruits and food. lols. so we leave hus around 6 plus. wow the rain is scary. it rain super heavily lahs. omg. having difficulty to go amk actually. take half and hour to reach. Scary. Had our dinner at jack place again. i seriously missing it. yummy yummy. hahas. after that went home, to help bro settle his things. as he like very frustrating about his professional camera. so no choice have to help him solve it. and i manage to solve it. and i surprise sis with birthday cake. I bought it for her. =] hahas. after everything over all went home. Tiring day.

I will upload photo soon.......

2009-11-01T12:10:00.003+08:00

arghh. i spoil my sun plan. freak lahs. actually wanted to ECP de. in the end, i set wrong alarm clock. freak. i set the alarm clock will ring on monday to friday nia. den dar call me i also can't hear or feel the vibrating. that show tat how tired am i. until mummy came home from market wake me up. i was so sad lahs. i didn't manage to wake up. hais. actually dar ruin our plan as his boss wan him work at 10.30 instead of 1. so i kind of sian le. piss off and dun wanna go le. den he say we go there early den had breakfast study awhile den go home. and i agree with it lahs. in the end i become the spoiler. FUCK man. hais. miss him so much. gonna wait till dunnoe when can see him. hais. i'm such a spoiler.

2009-10-31T14:20:00.002+08:00

had a good meal last night at ting house. yummy. its tom yam soup and crab and shell seafood. wow. so nice. hahas. i even drink two bowl of soup. hahas. i shall approach her mum to teach me how to cook tom yam soup. hahas. ^^ after that dar send me home. hahas. so sweet of him. but actually is i fan him to fetch me. hahas. went home to do hmwk, and slp. so tired. today didn't manage to wake up early to go dar hus. i still can delay lahs. he was kinda angry. but okay lahs. he also won't angry too long de. coz i'm his girlfriend. lols. saw jun sheng on the bus. talk cock with him again. anyway hope u can do well for ur paper den go poly arhs. jyjy. reach dar hus. correct all his math hmwk mistake today. hahas. he was like no mus follow the lecturer say de things. den i say him must follow me, math pro say de things. he like give me =.= look lahs. but its true mahs. if that lecturer mark the way i do is wrong can ask him tear off his fucking certificate le. coz i think he is a most stupid lecturer. lols. while dar was redo all his work, i fall asleep. and he wake me up for lunch den i went to yishun to collect jie jie cake. yeah tonight can eat four leave cake le. my fav brand. hahas. ^^ i will try to take more photo. hahas. >.<

wow. i'm seriously dunnoe what kind of person are u.
u are too much man. are u trying to make use of ppl?
what is ur mind thinking actually.
such a weirdo person.
anyway i made up my mind i will nvr care.
it is none of my business man.
i will nvr nvr be like u.
if not i rather jump down from the building.

2009-10-30T08:11:00.002+08:00

yes. i can slp well last night. lols. all thanks of housework arhs. before slp mop my room, living room and kitchen. thanks to all the ants actually. too many ants crawling around and attack hanson. so bo bian gonna clean my room coz dunnoe why it was from my room to living room to kitchen. for sure is hanson de. always bring all kind of fruit to my room. make my room filled with ants. zzz before slp still can play sudoku till i dose off. hahas. and i nvr had any nightmare at all. phew~~ but when i wake up around 6 plus while waiting for sis to shower finish i couldn't slp anymore keep thinking of that scenario. oh fuck man. i should not have watch it. grrr. oh ya by the way dar ytd bought me two esprit clothes. one polo tee and one sleeves shirt. lols. i look like pregnant woman when i wore the sleeves shirt. lols. eeek omg. i'm not pregnant lahs buy this for me for wat. zzzz. I feel so bad dar always buy me things and i like once in a while buy him ex ex stuff. hais. i'm not materialistic person. dun buy me things so much. i wan more love than things.

why woman or girls are so materialistic?
being questioning myself and thinking am i one of them?
hope i'm not. coz i dun wish to be one.
i wan a true love rather than love money.
its sucks a lot. i dun wish ppl look down on me anymore.

2009-10-29T19:15:00.002+08:00

I'm simply bored right now. Rotting at dar hus now. no choice gonna wait for him to come home so. now wat i can do is study and play game. But i have no mood to study now. coz my mind is totally break down le. I wan shopping. its been months nvr shopping dao. so tired and restless arhs. I need plenty of slp but i dunnoe how am i going to do it. hais. so long nvr play maple also. so miss my maple talk cock friend. lols. hahas.

I START TO LOVE MY NEW CLASSMATE

2009-10-27T00:26:00.003+08:00

I'm extremely hyper and happy to see my boyfriend. its like finally lahs after 1 week and 1 day. fuck sia his work really idiot. keep got fair fair fair. cause me to can't spend whole day with my boyfriend during the off days. asshole. NABEI! i miss him so much lahs. hais today just acc him for 30mins. WTF so short. when can i spend with u longer? hais. feel like crying. And i know him too well le. i know no matter how i grumble or complain he will say the same things no choice i have to work. need to earn more money to buy things for u. zzz i rather dun wan things i rather wan boyfriend. hais. today lesson was kinda sian arhs. but i had alot of fun having lunch with classmate. start to have bonding with them arhs. and gossiping again. in the end zhaf came and kpo also. and we say guys gossip more than girls and ITS TRUE. hahas. during presentation, i really can't take it. done with my slide preparation and there i goes my lala land le. so shiok lahs. slp for 1 hr like tat. hahas. i think no one will understand hui li how tired is she. tmr is her chemistry practical so high lahs. coz its practical i missing this so much. but i won't play too much will let others try coz i play alot during ITE le. wearing my ITE labcoat again. feel so excited lahs. too long nvr wear labcoat lahs. hahas. ^^ gonna slp. tmr got course after school somemore. tiring. DAR FINALLY PROMISE ME TO GO EAST COAST PARK. yesh. i will make sure i wake up early.

I gonna stress myself to study.
NO MORE SLACKING HUILI....
WAKE UP!!!!

2009-10-25T23:14:00.002+08:00

Hui li finally back to tpy. feel so much better. i think i got home sick this few day. i'm so damn embarrassed lahs. ytd cry at airport. =( was super hungry coz early in the morning slp 3 hrs den eat 3 slice of cookies till night nvr eat. can feel tat i got no energy le. so wanted to go airport den eat. when auntie came, she scold and doesnt allow me to eat. so i was so tired, homesick and hungry and cry le. so damn embarrassed lahs. no face le lahs. I MUST BE STRONG GIRL. cannot cry so easily if not dar will bully me. hahas. joking. so tired recently. i miss hanson so much. reach home first thing hugging him nonstop. hahas. after that pack my stuff and shower slp. hees

today couldn't wake up to meet wanting early. but i still early than her.. hahas. anyway its gonna my last day teaching her math. all the best wan ting. hahas. u better get at least a B4. i dun ask for more. if u get better grade i wan a good meal from u arhs. hahas. and ur mum have to cook tom yam soup for me. hahas. i will help u finish whole pot de. no worry. hahas. I think will be hard to see her lerhs. i will miss her arhs. NO MORE STUDY AND GOSSIPING LE. i will for sure ask u out for shopping and gossiping. went home to watch tv and do 2 practice question tat all. OMG. huili can't concentrate with her hmwk. missing his boy so damn fucking much lahs. I'm so crazy about him arhs. 1week and 1 day nvr see him le. like dying le huili without boy hug. hees. Huili today keep saying ppl bitch i dunnoe why. JUST FEEL THAT. hahas. But maybe its the fact. hahas >.<

my cognitive group. one is missing.

brother yat is split into half

informal

informal

formal one

the girls. me, evelyn, zixin and shermin

zixin, fareed and me. he is asshole.

2009-10-20T11:16:00.006+08:00

I'M DYING SERIOUSLY. i need my sleep man. other people insomnia, i not insomnia is torture by that giant shih tzu. wat de hell. i can slp at dinning table, sofa, slp on the floor and bed lahs. when i reach sch my face is like zombie now. i'm so tired. so miss my bf sia. he busy working and study for his exam while me busy looking after dog. how are we going to meet sia. hais. now gonna count down when can i meet him. still got 6 more days to go then can see. hais. stress. tired. missed.

17th October
didn't manage to meet wan ting in the afternoon... my bag spoil. can't open so no choice can't meet her till night jie jie bring tools to sk den can open. hahas. i miss eating bbq food. hahas. sat midnight went out with dar. meet wanting and vith to newton circus to makan bbq food. it was like so late lahs.. reach there around 1 like tat. order lots of food to eat. got satay arhs, stingray, lala, cockles, sotong, veg. feel so fattening lahs. eating all this oily food. OMG. but i love to chit chat with them. so cool lei.

update of picture

me and da jie

i like my hair colour. hahas. so gold.

this is the monster that cause me to slp less than 5 hrs a day
look so adorable but actually is fake de. just act cute.

2009-10-15T14:07:00.002+08:00

1 more day to enjoy at tpy. stay overnight at brother home again. zzz how sick am mans. wat a clever bro ask hui rong jie jie to ask me. zzz he knew i will nvr reject her for sure. coz i respect her arhs. zzz. gonna stay bro hus for so damn long this time. i think around 7 to 8 days. gonna miss bf and hanson le... wish jie jie will bring him over to look for me. but is like impossible. i will miss my bf too coz i think i hardly can see him this few days lo. he need to work. so no choice gonna wait till they are back. i gonna bring my whole room the things over. gonna be tired next week. need to mop the floor plus play maple. HAHA. create new acc again. IMWATER. hahas warrior. first time create warrior acc. i must be crazy man. hahas. so high so high.

i miss u so much everyday
he always my best boyfriend
no matter rain or shine,
he will just make it a point to meet me.
even though the time we meet is short,
yet i cherish every mins and second.
I wish to see u everyday, every hrs, every mins and every second.
no matter wat i will still wan u.
i'm just like u, lazy to find le
wanna concentrate on other important things.
i <3 u

2009-10-13T08:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!

dar wish me arhs. although its kind of late. but i still feel happy. hahas. the msg he send to me like giving me energy sia. hahas. jump here and there when i see it lols. hahas. lame shyt arhs me. But sad to say didn't manage to go celebrate this month and unable to eat hao liao. maybe tat time eat pizza hut consider as hao liao bahs. hahas. ^^

I wan play maple. MC MC MC.!!! hahas. so crazy of it lahs.

2009-10-12T22:33:00.002+08:00

RECENTLY was stressing up with the sch work. I can say semester 2 is definitely not as easy as semester 1. =( Anyway great that me and dar the prob is solve. no more prob and i swear i will still love him more. Maybe i too sensitive tat why i get piss off too easily. Yet he feel that i'm not tat sensitive at all. zzz. should i be happy? even though he got his new job he might not have long hour break anymore yet he still try to arrange his time to meet me. my heart really feel much better. not that sad anymore. hees. i think i too easy satisfied arhs. hahas

2009-10-08T14:59:00.002+08:00

i'm so free today. lols. update blog again. hahas. finally this few day i can slp more le.. finish watching my heart of greed 2. nice show. it really make me super emo recently. even dar also scare of me. he know i will cry any time so he just keep quiet dun disturb me. and that when i watch show yanni beside me so paiseh lahs. cry beside her. lols. but nvm arhs. i'm always watch show and cry. missing my bf damn much today. maybe been meeting him continuous 3 day and meet very long tat why miss him so much arhs. he start new job le. hahas. promoter lei. can ask him intro me in during my holiday hahas. ^^ finally not working at that stupid restaurant anymore. yeah no more nagging from him le. he always tel me i dun like this and tat. so i diam diam lo. hahas. anyway hope he enjoy his new job hahas. =] miss my baby so much. hope to see u soon.

2009-10-07T12:46:00.003+08:00

today is my third day with new classmate. sad to say i still haven't made any good friend yet. i'm like so damn quiet lahs.. out of class i think i'm so damn noisy especially when i saw my ex classmate. miss them so much. and miss those faci so much. the feeling is super weird lahs. i dunnoe how should i describe it. sian all i can say is like tat. ytd after sch, dar fetch me. i keep fan him to fetch me coz i didn't manage to eat breakfast and lunch. so got not much energy to walk to mrt station. went to amk pizza hut to eat. yummy yummy. i only like the tomato soup nia.. lols. everything is cold when it was serve to our table. sian =/ anyway eat pizza hut i will think of dar working at pizza hut. hahas. he can't rmb he saw me at pizza hut before. sad. dar send me home. and suay suay saw father. dad act as if he dunnoe me. den when he reach home keep question me. sian. but luckily he nvr saw me kiss him. if not die arhs. so i lie to him, he is my friend. so he didn't ask me much. gonna ask dar sell his bike bahs. no bike for me le. dad and mum dun like. so no choice. we have a car okay. u must save up money okay. =]